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Tuesday, September 20, 2011

The Year gone by

So I have logged on to this site after 1 whole year, wow. Wouldn't have believed it if someone told me this on the day I started writing, but here I am once again and this time I feel there will be no looking back because I think that I am a changed man now ( once again ). Life in the last one year has really screwed up, finally have broken my long held beliefs (I hope for the good) and made new ones (hopefully they are not as screwed as the old ones), so once again I am at the beginning line. It feels that I end up at the beginning line over and over again, just can't get enough of it.

But I feel more rejuvenated and tired at the same time, age is catching up to me in body and soul. So now have to make fresh starts in many fields. This time though I have decided that if I take up something then I am going finish it in a respectable manner, have been prone to make up my mind on things and not take them to their logical conclusions and just wander about in the millions on things that I want to accomplish. Henceforth will take up one or two things up and religiously follow up on them and not let my mind wander about. It's time to get "SERIOUS BUDDY".

I had started writing the blog because I enjoyed it, but then due to misplaced priorities I felt that others should like them as well, that made me eventually stop writing as I didn't get the number of followers that I wanted. After serious thinking and cajoling by people I realised the reason for the discontinuation and finally after facing the bitter truth here I am writing once again not for others but myself. Being a selfish person I do things only for self-gratification and right now I need to stick to it. A major step that I have decided to incorporate into my self is to FINISH things that I have started.

Lets see where I will be on 16/09/2012.